Jamming all day long~

Today: Just learnt how to play Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Simple and easy =] Will probably make a video out of it… == You wanna learn how to play i Used drop C tuning.==

 

Pictures I found from Secretzen.com

I decided to have this post filled with just pictures. JUST pictures of what’s goin on somehow in my head… =.=

Just feelings…feeling crappy…

I’m just feeling down…

down…

down…

down…

AND I do not even know why I’m down. Is it loneliness? Longing for someone who could at least comfort me at my side? or Is it Frustration that I’m not completely a good artist…

Or is it something about me longing to drink beer :-S

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Music \m/

For some reason, I appreciate music so much that I totally don’t mind listening to old songs, any genre, especially bringing out the wonderful gift of voice. I am currently listening to this.

You guys should check out her other songs =]

Glad to see ‘em again~

I got to see Yi Mei, Jameelah, Waidah again ^__^
It was fun today at chinese school. A moment of me away from all the stress. I am feeling too exhausted. x) It was worth it. =]

*sigh*
I’m able to have a good night rest tonight Zzzz

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I heart my thoughts!

Lately, I have been lazy to blog.

I’m missing my kindred spirit more than ever.

And lastly I have been very busy with:

1. My Band “Halloween Disease”: We’ve met, we’ve tried practicing solo, and now all we need is to record. Since I’m their lead guitarist, I have the responsibility to perfect our cover. =S Which I’m sure I’ll upset my band members hehehe~
2. Singapore Global Chatroom: Why oh WHY!? NVNG/Saru has got me back hooked to it?! I wish Ming-chan could join in the fun[Get a yahoo id soon!!]. I at least got Michael [Sam's lil brother] hooked to it hahaha~
3. Dynamic Height Increase Program by Jennifer Lynae: Lately I have devoted myself to this Program. ’nuff said. I started last Saturday day in and day out I have been eating the right food for my body to gain “HEIGHT”. I’m 18, and my height is currently 147cm/1.47m/4 feet and 8 inches. My Current weight is 41kg’s. [Ming-chan I will be sending you a copy of this ebook! =]]
4. We are busy packing, we hope that we get some good result on my dad’s side soon.

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Oh and recently I have been quite motivated to express myself with art. It’s true that my imaginations can be quite revolting to my family [mum, sister, and father] I think really different, some people interpret my drawings or paintings with darkness. I have to demean my thoughts because according to some superstition or what ever you would prefer to call it, that what ever you think is what ever the outcome. =S Which scared me, I was not able to express much about what’s in my thoughts and my love with the dark side of the world seeking light.

So, I had this talk with my sister she once asked me why am I not drawing much I said that before whenever I draw, you always say death? Skulls? and Demons? or the words like You want us dead or what? she now said that just draw whatever you feel like drawing, I rest assure myself with her that I’m able to express what I think on the paper.

I am currently delineating this sketch that has been on my mind forever. My theme will be about the 7 deadly sins. I first will start with gluttony. I warn you. It’s a naked woman. =] I appreciate the nakedness of people, don’t really know why but with my recent understanding of anatomy and art, Nakedness is what we’re born with and what we will die with.

Now…

What’s your thoughts about nakedness? =] Commentators I advice you to be artistic with your words. No vulgarities, or such. Your mature enough to know the rules. =]

I will be ending this post for today =] Gutten Morgen!

Dreams…

On this day of your life, Angelina, we believe God wants you to know … that you’ve been talking to God too much, and not listening enough.–Prayer is when you talk to God. Meditation is when you become quiet and listen to God. You’ve learned how to talk and ask well. Time to learn how to listen and hear, because God has been answering you.

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Lately, I have been having this strange dream about someone/something repetitively. In this dream, I stand naked in a white place/room [im not really sure ‘coz everything is really white] I’m looking at a person it was too far to depict her face she had really nice long hair but her voice was a bit rough. Then I asked “Please, help us. Help us.” She then said “The answers are in front of you. Seek for it, then you’ll find it.” [voice going distant] Me: “Wait! Wo bu zhi dao!!!!”[I don’t understand!!!]

Then I woke up with my eyes wide open thinking why am I back in this dark room of mine… 3days ago or 4 I had the same dream but that person was a guy, and I can’t even see his face. It was blurry…

Seriously, lately… what have I been actually missing out???